It seemed likely that I had disappeared from the earth but it is not.
I was not on my account because I forgot my password and I was in no way I could retrieve password again.
Now I have made an attempt on google and with the help of a friend I made it!
So finally I can get by with my blog posts and joyfully again!
And I've got some ideas that may sometimes after such a long time haha :)
Sorry for my long absence, it will not happen again.